Thursday, June 30, 2005

The End of June

Well, it's already the end of June - what's up with that?!? It just got sunny here! I've been complaining about that of course, and I have refused to put all of the windows on my Jeep because it's JUNE!!!! But it finally feels like summer here, so I'm happy about that.

So here's something I've been dealing with for a while...
I feel like I've been in a spiritual Sahara for some time now. I feel far from God and confused about that. Does everybody go through this? And if so, why? I'm sure God isn't mad that I moved because He's everywhere, but sometimes that's what it feels like. And honestly, the church I go to seems... Dry. It seems like there are only a few really genuine people there. I feel like I'm being emptied out and nothing is going in.

So I'm sure many of you know that I'm going to move again. I have mixed feelings about that as well. I really wanted to stay somewhere for a long time, but I don't believe I can do that here. I think I went a little too small when I moved here. It looks bigger until you're here for a while. I keep running into people that I know - everywhere I go! Including the guy that gets Viagra refilled and asked me out. So I think I need to go a little bit bigger. A place with a craft store. Thanks to my sister, I've got a couple of towns in mind and I'm planning on December.

Hey, isn't this two updates in one week?!? Woo-hoo!

4 comments:

rayleen said...

I know you have mixed feelings, but you'll be happier when you don't run into Viagra Guy every day. Want me to show you how to do some stuff on your blog that will make it look a little neater? I can also give you some info on posting pics...

Anonymous said...

I know a whole lot of people that would be really happy is you move closer to San Diego. I still find my self of occassion looking for Roger on Sundays. Miss you much :(
janet

Anonymous said...

okay so i can't type, that would be "if you move" and "on occassion".

aimee said...

HAHAHAHA, don't worry, I understood what you typed Janet! By the way, I saw Viagra guy again. Maybe he has a twin or something, but he's EVERYWHERE!!!