Thursday, June 30, 2005

The End of June

Well, it's already the end of June - what's up with that?!? It just got sunny here! I've been complaining about that of course, and I have refused to put all of the windows on my Jeep because it's JUNE!!!! But it finally feels like summer here, so I'm happy about that.

So here's something I've been dealing with for a while...
I feel like I've been in a spiritual Sahara for some time now. I feel far from God and confused about that. Does everybody go through this? And if so, why? I'm sure God isn't mad that I moved because He's everywhere, but sometimes that's what it feels like. And honestly, the church I go to seems... Dry. It seems like there are only a few really genuine people there. I feel like I'm being emptied out and nothing is going in.

So I'm sure many of you know that I'm going to move again. I have mixed feelings about that as well. I really wanted to stay somewhere for a long time, but I don't believe I can do that here. I think I went a little too small when I moved here. It looks bigger until you're here for a while. I keep running into people that I know - everywhere I go! Including the guy that gets Viagra refilled and asked me out. So I think I need to go a little bit bigger. A place with a craft store. Thanks to my sister, I've got a couple of towns in mind and I'm planning on December.

Hey, isn't this two updates in one week?!? Woo-hoo!

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Where am I??? Is this MY blog???

Okay, so I went to my sister's blog and was reading and cracking up and gasping and whatnot, when I thought, "Hey... I should update mine since it's been a loooong time". Of couse, nobody reads it anymore because I never update it, but that's okay. :)
I'm going to try to put a (really bad) picture of me on this... but it's morning and I haven't done anything... but this is what my hair looks like when I straighten it:
Okay seriously, I'm not very bright. I can't make a picture on this. I keep hitting the button and nothing is happening.
Well, anyway...
I've been trying to eat healthier and get a little bit of excersize. Yeah. Um, I do okay during the day, but at night for dinner... the phrase "portion control" means nothing to me.
I bought 2 new outfits (at a great sale!) but I got them about 2 sizes too small. And I'm giving myself until October to fit in them. In October I have to go to my friend's wedding in Michigan and I want to look nice. Plus, my bosses mortgage guy lives there too, and he's agreed to be my date to the wedding. Poor guy. I'm a pity date.
Okay, I need to go figure out how to post a picture.